It's ValenTIMES Day

So **Happy Valentimes Day**

I know, I know, it is valenTINES, NOT TIMES....

But I worked with this girl at American Eagle and she would say ValenTIMES and I thought it was just the cutest thing because it seemed as though that is really how she thought is was said.....so anything that can still make me giggle a little bit to myself is still worth it. Don't you think?

so I am super in the dumps today, not sure why, just having a down kinda day.

But trying my darnedest to choose happiness. I just started a new anti anxiety medicine to help me sleep at night, you see, the past 3 weeks I have been dealing with horrible insomnia as a result of stress. (husband laid off, unemployment is not coming thru as it should, bills still coming in, children, home, price of gas, work, you know the usual). Dr said, "here, try this anti anxiety med, it will help you relax and get some rest". Well, that it does...I have been actually getting rest the past 4 nights. However, after waking up in the mood I am in today I did a little more research and find that one of the side effects of this med is a worsening of depression symptoms, (which I currently struggle with, its wonderfully hereditary). So I will be stopping said anti anxiety med, getting myself some good ole sleep aids at the CVS, and hope to goodness that they do the trick.

And I am so hungry today. it is 10:51am and I have had a bowl of frosted flakes, 2 cups of coffee, a turkey and cheese sandwich, 3 peanut butter cups, and a baggie of grapes. That is a lot more food than I usually eat all day.

ooopss, just had another peanut butter cup jump right into my mouth, geez. 

So maybe to cheer me up I am going to grab some decadent steaks on the way home and a bottle of wine. 

Make a nice dinner for the hubster and I after the Monkey goes to bed, and have a date night. 

That sounds like a plan. 

Ok all, have a nice day, and I will try to take some pics tonight to add to my post tomorrow for some visual interest. 

"Where ever you go, go with all your heart" - confucious

 ~Kristi