So **Happy
Valentimes Day**
I know, I know, it is valenTINES, NOT
TIMES....
But I worked with this girl at American
Eagle and she would say ValenTIMES and I thought it was just the cutest thing
because it seemed as though that is really how she thought is was said.....so
anything that can still make me giggle a little bit to myself is still worth it.
Don't you think?
so I am super in the dumps today, not
sure why, just having a down kinda day.
But trying my darnedest to choose
happiness. I just started a new anti anxiety medicine to help me sleep at night,
you see, the past 3 weeks I have been dealing with horrible insomnia as a result
of stress. (husband laid off, unemployment is not coming thru as it should,
bills still coming in, children, home, price of gas, work, you know the usual).
Dr said, "here, try this anti anxiety med, it will help you relax and get some
rest". Well, that it does...I have been actually getting rest the past 4 nights.
However, after waking up in the mood I am in today I did a little more research
and find that one of the side effects of this med is a worsening of depression symptoms, (which I currently struggle with, its wonderfully hereditary). So I
will be stopping said anti anxiety med, getting myself some good ole sleep aids
at the CVS, and hope to goodness that they do the trick.
And I am so hungry today. it is 10:51am
and I have had a bowl of frosted flakes, 2 cups of coffee, a turkey and cheese
sandwich, 3 peanut butter cups, and a baggie of grapes. That is a lot more food
than I usually eat all day.
ooopss, just had another peanut butter cup jump right into my
mouth, geez.
So maybe to cheer me up I am going to grab some decadent steaks on the way home and a bottle of wine.
Make a nice dinner for the hubster and I after the Monkey goes to bed, and have a date night.
That sounds like a plan.
Ok all, have a nice day, and I will try to take some pics tonight to add to my post tomorrow for some visual interest.
"Where ever you go, go with all your heart" - confucious
~Kristi